In this poem, he hides deceptively a simple thought and idea
under a web of wordplay. The poem is, simply put, about the double lives
everyone seem to has in the fast-paced modern society. He is alluding
to his own double life; he is a grammarian (another term for linguist)
during the day, and at night a trouvere, which is a French term for a
poet-composer, similar to a troubadour. He laments how dour his daytime
life is, and looks forward to the afternoon (the titular 6 P.M.) so that
he may, at least until the next morning, live like a troubadour. The
wordplay might seem to hide layers of meaning, but it’s all just about
Nick Joaquin’s own double life; as the last line aptly puts it:
“conquistador tonight, clockpuncher tomorrow.”
Six PM
Trouvere at night, grammarian in the morning,
ruefully architecting syllables--
but in the afternoon my ivory tower falls.
I take a place in the bus among people returning
to love (domesticated) and the smell of onions burning
and women reaping the washlines as the Angelus tolls.
But I-- where am I bound?
My garden, my four walls
and you project strange shores upon my yearning:
Atlantis? the Caribbeans? Or Cathay?
Conductor, do I get off at Sinai?
Apocalypse awaits me: urgent my sorrow
towards the undiscovered world that I
from warm responding flesh for a while shall borrow:
conquistador tonight, clockouncher tomorrow.(1937)
Trouvere at night, grammarian in the morning,
ruefully architecting syllables--
but in the afternoon my ivory tower falls.
I take a place in the bus among people returning
to love (domesticated) and the smell of onions burning
and women reaping the washlines as the Angelus tolls.
But I-- where am I bound?
My garden, my four walls
and you project strange shores upon my yearning:
Atlantis? the Caribbeans? Or Cathay?
Conductor, do I get off at Sinai?
Apocalypse awaits me: urgent my sorrow
towards the undiscovered world that I
from warm responding flesh for a while shall borrow:
conquistador tonight, clockouncher tomorrow.(1937)
sources: http://guialimbaga.weebly.com/nick-joaquin1.html
http://chrsdvdlao.weebly.com/1/post/2011/7/nick-joaquin.html
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